i swim

So, last Tuesday (the 4th of November) the last grandfather I had still living passed away, the only other grandpa other than my moms step-dad that I ever considered and actual realitive (her actual dad was a tiny bit - read: a giant - douche). I don’t know any details, he’s been having problems with his heart the last few years, and I guess he just wasn’t up for fighting anymore. I was more worried about my dad, which my mom claims is fine, but you can tell he’s not. He doesn’t really ever cry, but when you’re a Moore and you’ve got that red rim around your eyes, you’re either on something or you’ve been crying - and well since the last time my dad was ever ‘on something’ was before I was born, I’m pretty certain that wasn’t the issue.

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