I’m not wishing that you see what you’re giving up, and hoping that you decide you want it. Not anymore.

‘Cos I don’t know who I am, who I am without you / All I know is that I should / And I don’t know if I could stand another hand upon you / All I know is that I should / ‘Cos she will love you more than I could / She who dares to stand where I stood. - Missy Higgins Where I Stood

That last post makes me a tiny bit depressed, but I just cant sit around it forever, as much as I still think it’s some horrid joke.

Anyhow, earlier I checked out Kurt Halsey’s site to find out that he’s got nine new postcards for sale. I do this once ever three weeks (it’s actually post noted on my computer screen). I check his site, and then I ebay him to see if there is anything new around that I can afford to get. I really wish I could afford his larger prints, or his unique prints. Anyone wanna buy these for me? I’d buy them myself, except I just spent $18 on NINE postcards, so like hell I’m going to spend $9 on two of them. Plus, I even got free shipping on the nine I bought directly from Kurt, so :p nana nana boo boo on you stupid ebay sellers.

NOW I just have to move somewhere and get an apartment so that I can post them up.. I really want to just get a giant glass piece, or two, and squish the postcards between them, and hang them up on a wall.. with these nine, I’ll only have.. oh 24 of his postcards and one envelope :) I think it’ll make a pretty wall decoration.

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